hahahaha! yeah! i know that feeling man. that you just gotta have it no matter what. i can't even work lately.
i think i can make it (i hope)... i still have those matchbox destroids.
what would really kill me ... if they started making making regult or Nousjadeul-Ger in 1/60. now i can really amass a bunch of those. now you can make a good diorama with just focker, hikaru, max, kakizaki vs a dozen of them.