if you want to know why i feel let down by the community; all of you, then read this.
this is to prove to all of you that i'm no liar. i have indeed live in hong kong for almost 10 years now. this afternoon i said i will buy a macross YF19 merchandise as extra proof, and i bought it, didn't i'?
http://www.macrossworld.com/mwf/index.php?showtopic=34930&view=findpost&p=906662
i sought help here, but i got nothing.
http://www.macrossworld.com/mwf/index.php?showtopic=34687&st=0&p=898032&fromsearch=1entry898032
i asked for something else so i can figure out on my own without bother ppl, but i would not receive any help here also
http://www.macrossworld.com/mwf/index.php?showtopic=6412&view=findpost&p=904857
Bub Pm me asking for help to look for VOXP, i sent him the links and asked him a question.
he went on to read my pm, download the links, and would post here everyday and ignore me afterwards.
it was i who bought VO in hong kong feburary 2002 and shared VO disk image back then with the entire robocrap and macross english community long before brooks or VO hanger ever did.
i was "the hong konger" who uploaded it.
i helped the community back then, and now when i needed help, none of you will help me
a question answered with a simple "yes" or "no", and people don't even have the decency to do that.
am i really a liar?
i sold all these back in 2005, the admin should know where i sold them in hong kong.
i helped all of you back then? why didn't you help me now? a simple answer that will not take you more than 30 sec to type. hundreds of members have viewed it. no one would answer.
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i never wanted thanks, i never wanted to tell anyone of what i did back then
but i need to find out about the music difference, it means a lot to me.
everyone ignoring me left me no choice but for me to tell the truth of who really uploaded VO for all of you back then.
i did it, so that you all will feel guilty enough to give me an answer, because i know more than 80% of the ppl here have played this game.
because all i need is a 'yes' or 'no' or even 'i don't remember' answer.
i don't need any oat on the back or any gestures of gratitude, i feel ashamed i had to resort to telling you about the past just to get a reply!
but what can i do, when none of you will have the decency to even spent 30 secs to type a reply for me? even if just to say "can't help buddy don't remember"
that would have been fine too!
but is that really so much to ask?
is that too much to ask of you all?
am i the demon, am i the evil person for asking so much from you all?!
when i bought VO in FEB 2002, i shared it with all of you!
i never wanted to tell anyone this, i don't want thanks, i don't want anything from anyone! i didn't care when vohanger and brooks were hailed as the pioneers of bringing VO to everyone! i paid for the bandwidth to keep uploading! i was the hong konger who bought VO and shared it with all of you!
and now all i needed was a little help with a small question
and every single one of you decided to ignore me
you don't need to lift hand, all you had to do was let me know
just let me know
just let me know
that's all i ask, it was just so simple.
was it really so hard? am i a demon who is evil around here?
am i asking the impossible and being mean to everyone here?
so many ppl have read my threads. in the hundreds, but no person on this planet would reply me.
i helped you all back then, and now none of you will help me in return.
this is the natural law of the world, don't expect much in return for an effort you put in for others.
don't expect others to give you a liver after you gave yours out to a stranger
he will not thank you, he will not want to see you and will beat you up when he sees you,
and he will even hate you for saving his life.
i was so happy back then, buying it from wanchai 199, all those games was a dream come true for me, i owned all those japanese games, i shared it with everyone and i was so happy when people say they like the game.
all these years i'm in hong kong, every time my friends come visit me i would take the day off and go shopping with them, everytime they need to buy new merchandise i would do it ASAP and shipped to them.
i never asked anything in return from anybody i've ever helped in my life, because i'm content enough with the way things are, and because some things are better left not known.
whenever i needed help, i was terrified of asking all my friends for help.
because i don't want to see them not help me. that hurts me alot and i dont want to see it.
if i can mange on my own, i'll do it, i'd rather not ask.
but this music difference thing is different.
if i just wanted a game, just to play, then i already have my answer.
why does the music mean so much to me? because it's not just music.
VO wasn't just a game i bought and played in 2002, it is a memory.
i must know if i remembered it right or wrong, this means everything to me!
i need to know what music we listened to everyday when we played this!
i had no choice, i need to ask ppl who played both verisons of this game because they're the only ones who know.
i can't rely on myself this time, i must know if VO has the same music as VOXP.
i didn't want to ask, because i know ppl will ignore me.
i was happy enough back then when i shared it with everyone, i didn't want this memory to be ruined by fining out the truth of how rotten people can really be.
but for the sake of the music, i did what must be done.
and in the end, this is what i get.
all i wanted was a simply yes or no, i don't want anything else
but that is too much
that is too much to ask of you
yes that's right
i'm evil one, i'm rude and unreasonable
i'm a liar and i stole vohanger and brooks's thunder
i should have known better than to expect ppl to type precious words for me
i should have heeded that life is short and ppl are rotten
and it was wrong of me to ask so much of you
what i ask is impossible, and is too troublesome for others.
this is what i get, after helping all of you
you did not help me when i needed your help
i deserve them so, because i asked the impossible from you.
this is the natural law of the dogmatic world
it was my own fault for defying it.
but even if you all betrayed me this time
i will help you
as i said to all the people who asked me to buy gundam and anime figures back in 2002 and till now
i will help people with simple errands
like checking where to buy and where it is still in stock
rainchecks and prices so you can save when you ask someone to buy it for you.
i will help as i did before.
if you feel like you still trusts me after betraying me, like i said i will pay for everything..the cost of the item, and i will buy the item first and ship it to you, when you receive it, you will only have to pay me for only the cost your item and the hk post shipping, you will get the receipt for them both, and you don't need to give me any money for my services, you don't have to give me anything until you receive the item. i pay for everything first and ship it to you, you can give me one cent after receiving the package, but i will still do it because i was happy to be of help, as i did back then. i will still help you all with rainchecks and buying whatever you need.
unlike all the people who betrayed me, i will never betrayed anyone!
will upload more tomorrow, and doyusei2 and suidoken II pc. you will not read anything in vain, as i have waited for you.